I wish the skies would open up

The impending grey could swallow me whole

Maybe for once I could take a break

From life

No I don’t want to die

I just want the sky to swallow me whole

So I could crawl into the grey I feel

And rest

I wanna tell you I love you

but the words go missing

like little soldiers retreating

locked in my throat

banging harder against the walls

until

they retreat further

falling down my throat

I swallow them down like pills

they rest in my big toe

I often wonder if they are going to jump back out

unlatch the cage and tell you

when I look in your eyes I float

when I see faces pass I hope their yours

I want to ask you

if I can play the prince in your fairy tale

sweep you off your feet

run you far from the bad guy

give you everything you ever needed like love

I wanted to hold you close

hear your heart beat

until it mimics mine

but for now I will keep these stored

in the cracks between my feet

waiting for

You

to unlatch the cage

vollkommen-allein:

“if it doesn’t feel right, don’t do it.”

— Alex Elle (via verbautezukunft)

gosh:

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

— Dr. Seuss (via coral)

coral:

“Loneliness is a sign you are in desperate need of yourself.”

—

Rupi Kaur

(via

feellng

)

dateaboysuggestions:

date a boy who loves you so hard you start to love yourself.